06.04.09
sunburn
so, i went to the beach at Ocean Grove this past Tuesday to hang out with one of my best friends, Melanie Lamoreaux and to see Hillsong United. it was an awesome day. we got to climb all over rocks and take photos and everything. then, the concert was awesome. saw Alex Recarte, Jorge Gonzalez, Jesus Torres, Raul Hernandez, Manny Ayales and Jasey Bedoya, among others. It was really something to see so many people worshipping God together. I couldn’t help but to smile. =]
but anyway, during the day Melanie and I tried tanning. this was an EPIC FAIL. we both have excruciating sunburn. i haven’t left my house for the past two days.. skipping out on both fellowship group AND worship practice. this is a HUGE deal. i NEVER miss Bridge-related stuff.. i even go when i have something contagious. O.O [don't tell Pastors Kevin and Sarah Becker on me]
so, i feel entirely TOO pitiful. even my twitters are all depressing and it’s driving me nuts. >:[ i would totally be okay if it wasn’t on the back of my stupid KNEES. i can’t bend my legs without tears streaming down my face. and, i will admit, i don’t have a very good pain tolerance, but this is RIDICULOUS. i’ve certainly had sunburn before, but nothing this brutal.
thus, this blog. i need to feel SOME connection to the outside world. i’ve been at home watching CSI and refusing to move. this had better heal faster. =[
03.31.09
senioritis, blackberries, and glasses
so, my senior year of high school, i honestly didn’t have a problem with the whole senioritis thing. now however, i believe it has caught up with me.. which honestly is quite awful due to the fact that it’s my last semester at middlesex county college and i should really be doing amazing. heh. i’m passing, obviously. i wouldn’t let it get THAT bad. but, i’m not liking the serious lack of motivation. i don’t want to be a teacher anymore.. which sucks, because for the first time in my life, i have absolutely no idea what to do with myself. the only thing that is keeping me attached to anything is the Bridge. it’s really scary.
on the bright side, i got a blackberry. my sister wanted my old phone because the blackberry was “too complicated” in her words. i like the complicatedness of it. =] so, we swapped. it’s the curve and a very pretty silver color. <3 its becoming my new best friend.
another bright side, i got glasses. some of you may know that i’ve had them in the past. i first got them in 5th grade. i didn’t wear them at all. then, i got them again in 7th grade. I refused to wear them then too. this time, they actually help me see instead of only making me nauseous. i think ill keep them for a while. plus, this time they’re dark brown and green. and since green is my favorite color, i’m rather emotionally attached already.
unfortunately, they kind of clash with my pink hair. but, that will be changing soon. i plan on re-dying it. soon. im starting to hate the brightness.. and the fact that i have almost NO clothes that match it. i’ve been sticking to all whites and blacks. and honestly, they get old fast. i’m thinking burgundy. i’m going to have to call bethany for help. again. ha.
03.17.09
pink hair
so, sunday night, me and bethany decided to dye our hair fuschia. and, might i add, i adore it. bethany’s is underneath her hair. mine’s all streaked through it. in fact, i think i’m going to cut my hair to compliment the color cause my current style doesn’t do the color justice. haha. my mom hates it. my sisters aren’t too fond of it either; though, shelly said it looks good straightened. so, i guess for now, i’m going to have to straighten it all of the time. i’m not gonna lie, it’s definitely pink. like i wont be able to get away with wearing anything red for a while. but, that’s okay. like i said, i’m happy with it. =] here’s a picture in all its awesomeness. <3
02.10.09
fusion’s masquerade ball
i’m so excited for Fusion’s Masquerade Ball. here’s the information:
Fusion’s Masquerade Ball
Saturday, May 30 2009
7:00-11:00pm
$35/person
must wear a mask! [one may be purchased at the door for $12-35 ]
contact me for more information
i’m actually selling some of my jewelry there. my style’s trendy.. so my stuff is out of the box. but hey, my sisters wear it. and as teenagers, they’re the most critical people i know, so it must be kinda sorta cool. =] maybe i’ll post some of my stuff on here at some point. i don’t know. i will put one pair of earrings i made for myself, though.. only cause i’m wearing them right now. haha. they’re green, by the way. oh, and i made a necklace to go with them, but i haven’t gotten a chain for it yet.
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01.20.09
Spring ‘09 Semester
so, i just had my first day of this year’s spring semester at middlesex county college. it was… interesting to say the least. i guess i’ll go through my day just because i rarely update.. but, i wont mention my professors names cause i don’t want to cause problems incase they regularly check google for people mentioning their names.
my history professor’s completely crazy. he raves about ufos and u.s. government conspiracies. i have that class with my friend, liam mcnamara, though. so, we’ll either both find another class together or stay there and laugh our way through it. that class is from 12:30-1:50 on tuesdays.
my next class is biology. that professor is awesome. he’s originally from ghana, so his accent is amazing. plus, he gives no homework and sounds like he is going to be incredibly fair. and, the girls at my lab table are all sweet. i made friends. =] yay. first day and new friends. that class is from 2:00-3:50 on tuesdays.
my final class for the day is forensics. not public speaking.. crime scene investigation. talk about the wrong class for me. haha. but, it’s fine cause i’m taking it with liam’s mom. =] and, apparently we’re not using real blood. the only thing i think i might get sick during is watching a live autopsy. fortunately, it’s recorded, not in the flesh. heh. but, the class seems genuinely interesting. we’ll get to investigate pretend crime scenes and everything. i’m excited to do fingerprinting. yay! analyzing. <3
the rest of the week should be fun to see what each of my classes are like. i’ll update maybe. =]
11.27.08
thanksgiving
this year, these are the three main things i have to be thankful for. =]
1. God
He has brought me through SO much this past year. things have been difficult, but He has ALWAYS been there.. picking me up and putting my broken pieces back together. i’m thankful that He never gives up on me.. even though i mess up pretty badly.
2. my family
this is the first year that i’ve come to truly appreciate my family.. not just my parents, grandmother, and little sisters, but also my aunts, uncles, and cousins. they have become an essential part of my life. our relationships, though incredibly complex, are completely irreplaceable. i can honestly say, i don’t know what i would do without them all.
3. my friends
this past year, i have made new friends, grown closer to current ones, and met up with old ones. it has been AMAZING. i have so many people who care about me and who i could call if i ever needed. we’ve gone on camping trips and out for coffee. hiked into the middle of woods and had sleepovers. gone to beaches and taken crazy photos. worked at renaissance faires and gone to a bed & breakfast. we’ve laughed, cried, screamed, vented, beat up on each other, and given lots of hugs. it has been one CRAZY year, but i’m so glad they were all an intricate part of it.
08.12.08
Twilight
I started reading four books by Stephenie Meyer. The saga includes Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn. Seriously, I haven’t been this obsessed with a series or the characters in them since Harry Potter. I honestly think this obsession might top my Potterism. The books are about a family of vampires and one human girl’s journey to inevitably become one of them. It’s kind of creepy, but I completely relate to Isabella Swan on too many levels. I think that’s what makes my Cullenism top my Potterism. haha.
The saga is written almost entirely from her perspective. You read how she feels about Edward Cullen, Jacob Black, and the entire Cullen family, and how their different way of life doesn’t scare her at all. She’s awkward and shy, hates being in large crowds, and doesn’t understand what Edward sees in her. She loves quickly and completely with no restraint. She is abandoned and hurt, but still remains steadfast. She’s brave despite her fears and honest to the point of self-sacrifice. She encompasses all I strive to be, and all I am but wish I were not. We even share the same nickname, Bella.
Each book is a little under 800 pages. I read each book in well under eight hours. I pulled all-nighters, think about the characters constantly, and I seem to relate everything in my life to that story. I hear songs and I’m reminded of them, hear conversations and have flashbacks from scenes. The story has been my safe-haven from my world for a while now. I’m really pissed that I finished them, but I knew it was unavoidable, really. I hope Stephenie Meyer writes more stories. I will most definitely be reading every single one of them. I think I may be slightly obsessed. =]
04.28.08
candles, photographs, and love.
i absolutely love burning candles. it’s such a relaxing setting.. just to sit around with a bunch of candles lit around your room. it makes me think of friends, family, campfires, happy times, and best of all, love. everyone should have at least one candle in their room, in my opinion. =]
candles and photographs. preferably photographs that they have taken themselves or someone they adore has taken. my walls only contain photographs that either i have taken or my friends have. it’s a nice thing to come home to. especially when your walls are the color that mine are. a dark blue. quite depressing, really. haha.
but it was fun to paint.. it was me, my best friend, and her sister who painted it.. all by ourselves, might i add. we sponge-painted the ceiling and everything. i can’t bare to paint over that ceiling ever and i’m leaving two of the walls that color forever. far too many memories are contained in that paint. i can’t ever bear to part with it.. even if my entire room was themed the Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter at the time. hey, sometimes, for memories sake, you leave things just the way they are..
so yeah, candles, photographs, and love. <3
